Kate, Mark is giving you some great advice. I could hear the inspirational MUSIC as I read. I think it is all about deciding what you want to do and getting as close as you can to that. When I was starting out I had local news contacts from working at a local station. I decided that that is not what I want to do. I thought about just taking a news editing job to pay the bills until something better came along. I got the advice to only do the type of work you want to do which is production house type work. If I do news then everyone will always see me as a news editor with a reel full of news stories. I instead focused on the job hunt and landed my ideal job and I have been happily cutting away since. Best of luck with your tough decisions.
Stephen Smith
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