Ryan, I sense this is the time to re-evaluate expectations. Look at guys like Roberto Rodriguez and even earlier, Roger Corman. They had very low budgets, but modified their projects to fit what they had available to work with, or looked at existing resources like locations in creative ways. You don’t have the money to imitate a project with a big budget? Or *any* budget? Fine, don’t. This is the ground floor, where you’re at, and that’s okay to admit. Own it. But then, don’t go crying: “I can’t do this, I can’t do that.” Find what you *can* do.
A story I love to tell is about the Three Stooges and their producer. The studio told the Stooges that to save money, they were to use the standing sets left over from other Columbia studio productions, after the movie they were made for was done shooting. So, a big-budget “A” picture builds a set of a railroad train, platform, and multiple cars? Write your next short to use that existing set, before it gets torn down.
Roger Corman famously made (most of) the original “Little Shop Of Horrors” over a weekend, basically on a dare, when a contact at the studio told him there was a standing set available for 2 days on a weekend. He made that set stand in for at least three locations, shooting while the re-painted walls were still wet.
Think like those guys: raise funds for the essentials, then improvise the rest.
Remember too that you need not shoot your movie in story order; that’s hardly ever done. Shoot what’s easy to shoot NOW, then plan out the harder stuff later.
I think one thing that would really help and inspire you is to go to the Film Riot Youtube channel and just watch every video they’ve ever done, just binge the entire channel, beginning to end. That guy’s material was meant for people exactly like you. He’ll show you ways to achieve impressive looks and effects on almost zero dollars, he’ll show you shooting, lighting, and audio techniques. He’ll show you editing and camera direction. The things you need. Absorb his teachings, then analyze your project in terms of what you now know. You may have to modify or scrap it. These are all things that everyone in this business goes thru, the only difference is the scale of it.
So don’t quit. Follow your vision where it leads, but to follow it, you need a base of practical skills and knowledge to work from; trying to learn it as you go is going to be very frustrating, not just for you, but for everyone you’re working with. Start smaller, shoot small, low-stakes scenes, work you way up to bigger action as you gain experience.