Thank you for reply. I checked everywhere, did the time machine run as well, its like files just disappeared, so the last saved and autosafe dated back in July. Never had issue like this, always was able to find something. Also did not update the latest update, was working with update from August I think. So my Premier just froze with spinning wheel of death, then I had to force my Mac to restart, and 3 months of all saved assets was gone.