why not try going back to being the person that could do this shit in his sleep instead of “milking” I’m to fried to remember, your better than this Dan, you have not forgotten this shit its there just dig it out. Dan I still care enough about you to be sitting up at 02:27 sending you this message. You have changed more lately than I have ever seen you change, cant help but wonder if it has anything to do with the Arachnoid or maybe you are seeing someone else. If you are seeing someone else its none of my business but if you are seeing someone else well that just changes things a BIT.
Got some good advice
If he is stupid enough to walk away
Be smart enough to let him go, goodbye Dan.