juris,
Thank you for the advice,please understand that I am just venting my anger. all my friends aka “contacts” moved back to the midwest after college, so I dont really have anyone to talk to about this kind of stuff. I’m very professinal when it comes to clients, gigs, paid editing work and interviews. I just needed to scream at the top of my lungs to get it out of my system. I feel better now after having people telling me (andrew and Shane :)) that I need to hang in there and keep pushing. Please understand that at this point in my life I am confused and afraid, I’m just looking for a FULL time job doing something related to Post-Production it doesnt have to be editing.
And a espically thank Mr.Ross who has always given me good advice since I joined the cow.