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Learning how to learn
Disclaimer: This post will not mention editing but I hope you will be able to see the ways in which it has relevance.
If you’d asked me at the age of 18 or so what I wanted to do with my life I would have answered without hesitation: professional clarinettist.
Some time thereafter I had a motorbike accident which smashed my right little finger. It didn’t heal straight and it was painful for years. It was at that moment that I gave up the clarinet.
At that point I’d been playing for a fair few years and because of a lucky natural ability I’d progressed very fast. I could play many of the key pieces of the classical repertoire without too much difficulty. I’d played in orchestras, in opera pits, in chamber music and in solo recitals. I genuinely came to think I was pretty good.
But, boy, was I wrong.
A few years ago in a chance moment I opened up the clarinet case and took out my wonderful Buffet R13s and started to blow again.
Very quickly the muscle memory took over and after a few weeks of sore lips and poor breath support I was back in action.
And then the internet intervened. I listened to clarinet performances I’d never had access to before, I watched masterclasses from the world’s greatest players, I subscribed to an amazing bulletin board, I watched tutorials by brilliant and generous teachers.
And I suddenly realised how little I actually knew about the playing the clarinet.
And most of all I realised that I needed to … learn how to learn.
In my early phase of playing the instrument I’d always hated practising scales and returning scales and interrupted scales and arpeggios and thirds and fourths and fifths and sixths and sevenths and octaves and dominant sevenths and all the drudgery of Baermann. I’d been able to get away without it … but I’d never understood how to learn.
Playing the clarinet isn’t hacking through the notes and getting to the end and offering up a performance that’s “good enough”. It’s an infinitely complex set of problems that takes a lifetime to master.
Some of those problems are of a basic technical nature – e.g. moving the fingers fast and smoothly and maintaining good breath support. Others are theoretical problems – an obvious one on the clarinet is transposition. Some are semi-creative – e.g. how to create a beautiful, liquid, singing legato. And others are purely creative – how to interpret the great music that has been written for the clarinet. And some are technical challenges that you may not often need but which it pays to master – double tonguing, circular breathing.
What I now appreciate is how important it is to know and appreciate all the things I don’t yet know and haven’t yet mastered – to try and understand fully what the challenges truly are.
Coming back to the point of this post, I would stress that ultimately the most crucial lesson is … to learn how to learn.
You don’t need a rigid method. What you need is to experience and evaluate strategies that may or may not be helpful at any one moment or on any given day or in any given phase of your development.
Learning how and when to use a metronome has been an astonishing revelation to me (along with a daily dose of the essential Baermann). When I was young I just didn’t see the point. I was a free-spirited “artist” and I didn’t want to be hemmed in by artificial discipline – and what I played was “good enough”. But now I am starting to understand how accuracy and slowly acquired consistency are the fundamental underpinnings of good playing.
The great clarinettist Eddie Daniels compares it to parking the car in your garage. You need to absorb slowly and gradually the instinctive ability to remember exactly where everything is. “If you don’t know where the landing pad is, and you haven’t gotten accustomed to it, then you’re going to be just moving your fingers all over the place, and you’ll miss.”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9oB5lkexqk
Playing the clarinet isn’t about playing the notes. It’s not about “good enough”. It’s not about getting away with it. It’s about seeing how close you can get in this lifetime to the unattainable goal of perfection.
But most of all it’s about discovering the many different paths to getting better and discovering which ones work for you at any given moment.
You don’t get better by believing in your natural talent. You get better by playing more notes. A lot more notes. Decades worth of notes.
And even more important than that is that every single note you play must be played with thought and care and attention and self-scrutiny … and a relentless refusal to accept “good enough”.
Simon Ubsdell
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